01 October 2010

The Day

i'm sorry my friends.. tomorrow is the day... i'm sorry i'm not joining you all..

i've been selfish to be a good in all classes.
i've been selfish to be one of those leaders.
i've been selfish to dedicate in friendship with all my colleague.
i've been selfish to get close with educators.
i've been selfish to improve my personality.
i've been selfish to be independent in thoughts.
i've been selfish to ease and comfort in daily life..




i've been selfish for myself, to be a better person.



i'm helpless,
i've been controlled recklessly.
i can't be myself.

all understandings been abused with 'shallows' and 'afraid'...



'they' will never know... even now.





i'm sorry my friends.i wish i'm there. together.

18 September 2010

by a Result

You Are An ISFJ
The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person... a partner who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

10 July 2010

after some nearly accidents, deadly: i always thought they are waiting for my disability, then i can have one...





if a death, i wish, really-really wish. they will celebrate happily ever after.

25 June 2010

Silap Orang

diam, jahil dan kena tipu...











...not necessary to feel guilty. they never will to.

03 June 2010

conservative, stereotype.

kau tak boleh lebih dari aku..












...new definition, yet, old minded.

08 May 2010

Useless

Child, or Foster Child..





cannot be defined, nowadays..

05 May 2010

bicara tiada

ada mata padang. ada telinga dengar. ada mulut diam. jika perlu bicara...





jangan sia-siakan diri sendiri dan hidup manusia lain.